my one sister can sing pretty damn well
I can dance, more or less.
the little one can neither sing nor dance but she goes ahead and does both anyway. which is a very admirable thing dont you think. i think so and i think that maybe one day she might be able to do both, just because she's been practicing... ok so she fell down and broke her ankle last fall. that kind of scared her so now she is always looking at her feet... and fear is really not a good thing either when you are trying to dance or ANYTHING.

so anyway I took The Dog out after lunch for a walk. the streets all around the neighborhood were icy and slippery. we walked. we walked some more. trying to keep balance so as not to fall... then I almost lost my balance... tried for several seconds to keep standing... maybe half a minute... tried so hard my thighs hurt. then I thought to myself, what the heck, Id better fall than hurt myself trying to stay up! and it dawned on me that well you know what maybe falling isnt such a bad thing after all, actually it is the natural thing when the road is so icy and slippery. and it is maybe stupid to try so hard to stay up you lose so much energy while you can just fall and get up again which could actually take you less time, too, than trying to balance yourself on ice with all your strength and then fall anyway.

its not so bad to fall. it is not half as bad as one expects. it seems the fear is greater than the pain and falling can even be kinda fun.

so after this little piece of wisdom striked me I just got back home and took out my little sister and told her we were going out to have some fun... i mean it was a perfectly icy road and it wasnt really cold so there was my chance. little did she know what i had in mind. we just went out there and started running around and pushing each other and playing with the dog and just kept falling. of course it wasnt so easy to convince a teenager virgo to just let go and let fall. so first i explained she had to learn how to fall so that she wont break her ankle or anything else for that matter next time. that seemed to do the trick, you just have to give her a good reason and she will go along with pretty much anything because she trusts her oldest sister (ME!)

so there we continued... falling and getting up and falling again and all over. it was fun. yes we got our butts all blue but who cares. we learned how to fall. even more important, we learned not to be afraid to fall because its so much fun to get back up especially when you have your sister and your dog around to cheer on you and then push you right back down.

so after a couple hours when we had fallen enough times to be called the rainbow kids for the next two weeks we went home and had a tea and sugar feast...

if only you had known

how much i would miss you
every day

trying to run away from your absence i miss your presence even more
your eyes
your mystery


WHY?



I loved you so

would you have...?

why didnt i

why didnt you

and what does it matter now

if i had known
and if you had, too

well maybe ill learn now
to follow my own rules
never go for sth I dont really want...
or actually, that i dont need at all

and at last, that if I want green, and have always wanted green, then stop going for blue for liliths sake...

you are always in my mind
i carry you with me
you know how far we ve gone?

i see you in every raven i cross paths with
i love ravens
they take my breath away
they look a lot like you

you are here, there and
everywhere

and yes i loved you
and yes it was all my mistake

and yes i am oh so sorry

only hoping to meet again
at the end of time

just so i could get things clear and the truth restored

and tell you
that yes i loved you
and yes it was all my mistake
and yes i am oh so sorry




if only i had not been so blind and stupid
but at least, i m learning...

alaska

is a state of mind

kisses to all

weeping willow tree by Monika Arnett

In the midst of an enchanted, crystal forest
lies my soul,
beneath a weeping willow
tree.
On the shadowed side of this
mystical haven,
heart beats as thunder warns of a
raging storm!
Yesterday went well in deeds, but
silence
fell upon me...
words could not express these
lonesome thoughts.
I closed my eyes to shut the doors of reality.
Must you always need to understand me;
shan't I keep a bit of mystery for my sake?
These eyes plead,
as I look up to you
for such moments of
peace and tranquility.
Tears have fallen to the earth--
drops that glisten on blades of grass,
even in the dark of night;
stars shine brighter in my sight!
Today, I remember sharing my life
with you;
Vows of love and friendship, forever
spoken;
and now,
I lie alone beneath a
weeping willow tree.
Tommorrow, I shall walk alongside a
never-ending creek.

stress

the karins are gone

MY karins are gone
MY karin is gone
can't bring her back.
off she went and killed herself
why, oh, why, she wouldnt tell

well ok the one whose last two attempts to kill herself with valium have failed, that one wants me back. she said we never broke up really now, did we?

well i don't know

one day you make plans and the next you don't know me

and we never broke up?
i thought you ended it

how can i trust again?

would be a fool now wouldn't I ?

for the third time?

isn't it a tiny weeny bit too much?

I ain't going to peru

I'm goin home

give me time

let me think about it

let me think things over

let me mourn
i lost my closest friend
that i loved

i used to love you too

do i still love you?

can't tell right now

how does that feel?

it's for real

maybe i find my trust again

maybe i won't

maybe you'll change your mind till then

not the patient kind, are you?

Maroon 5 Lyrics
Makes Me Wonder Lyrics

geschenke suchen


ich habe dieses jahr keine lust dazu, zu suchen oder zu basteln oder was auch immer. aber die leute die ich liebe verdienen was mehr als meine leere.

zum glück hab ich die lösung gefunden. schenke CDs, die ich mag. klein, es bleibt lange, und die leute haben was wirklich von dir, weil unsere lieblingsmusik in einer weise unsere seele widerspiegelt.

nur meine ist im moment etwas zerstückelt, hier und dort, überall und nirgendwo, versuche ihr nachzurennen, aber wohin? muss sie erst wieder einfangen, zusammenkleben. zwei grosse stücke kann ich nicht zurückholen. in liebe, hoffnung und glauben sollten sie nachwachsen

Barefoot, I would

When the sun goes down here
And darkness falls
The blanket of winter
Leaves no light at all

You search for shelter
To calm the storm
Shaking with an instinct
Just to stay warm

I'd walk through the snow barefoot
If you'd open up your door
I'd walk through the snow barefoot

You hear the howling
Of dogs and wind
Stirring up the secrets
That are frozen within

The ice will haunt you
It lays so deep
Locking up inside you
The dreams that you keep


I'd walk through the snow barefoot
If you'd open up your door
I'd walk through the snow barefoot

This wind ... through my soul ... blows cold

I'd walk through the snow barefoot
If you'd open up your door
I'd walk through the snow barefoot

dk lang

mi amor

χιχιιχ, εγώ στα νιάτα μου

περί έρωτος και άλλων δαιμονίων

I wish a falling star could fall forever
And sparkle through the clouds and stormy weather
And in the darkness of the night
The star would shine a glimmering light
And hover above our love

Please hold me close and whisper that you love me
And promise that your dreams are only of me
When you are near, everything’s clear
Earth is a beautiful heaven
Always I hope that we follow the star
And be forever floating above

I know a falling star can’t fall forever
But let’s never stop falling in love

When you are near, everything’s clear
Earth is a beautiful heaven
Always I hope that we shine like the star
And be forever floating above

I know a falling star can’t fall forever
And let’s never stop falling in love
No let’s never stop falling in love


δεν θα πάει στο περού..... θα πάμε στο περού.....


για να δούμε, πού θα μας βγάλει.... νέα είμαι, 28.... έχω μερικά χρονάκια ακόμα να παίξω και να χάσω... νον;;

tra la laaaaaa

σορρυ, αυτλη τη βδομάδα έχει μόνο τρα λα λαααααα το ρεπερτόριο...

τραλα λαααααα
λααααα
θεά μου θεά μου σε ευχαριστώ σε ευχαριστώ σε ευχαριστώ

είναι τέλεια τέλεια τέλεια


είαμι ερωτευμένη.... χιχιχιχι
πολύ...

πάρα πολύ....

αχ
βαχ

άντε πάω για ύπνο γιατί δεν τους βλέπω καλά τους ασθενείς αύριο
θα τους μείνω με καναν ορό στο χέρι

τρα λα λαααα

γιουχουυυυυυυυυ

απίστευτο τί ορμόνες βγάζεις άμα είσαι ερωτευμένος ρε παιδί μου...

μα τί σου είναι ο εγκέφαλος....

τί άυπνες βάρδιες βγάζεις....

τί άγγλους ασθενείς κουμαντάρεις....

δεν το συζητάμε....

το καλύτερο χάι....

αχ

Harold Arlen - It’s Only A Paper Moon Lyrics

Music by harold arlen.

Lyrics by e.y. (yip) harburg



I never feel a thing is real

When Im away from you

Out of your embrace

The worlds a temporary parking place



Mmm, mm, mm, mm

A bubble for a minute

Mmm, mm, mm, mm

You smile, the bubble has a rainbow in it



Say, its only a paper moon

Sailing over a cardboard sea

But it wouldnt be make-believe

If you believed in me



Yes, its only a canvas sky

Hanging over a muslin tree

But it wouldnt be make-believe

If you believed in me



Without your love

Its a honky-tonk parade

Without your love

Its a melody played in a penny arcade



Its a barnum and bailey world

Just as phony as it can be

But it wouldnt be make-believe

If you believed in me


More Harold Arlen Lyrics...

τρα λα λαααααα

ξανά μανά....
κριαρίνα ΜΟΥ ΜΟΥ ΜΟΥ ΜΟΥ ΜΟΥ

αλλάξαμε γνώμη για το περού... τρα λα λααααα

vasvoe happily in love

THE ENGLISH(-SPEAKING) PATIENT

-what would you like for lunch?
-vegetarian.
-ok, i'll check the vegetarian lunch meal. and for dinner?
-vegetarian.
-yes, there are two vegi options for dinner.
-yes, the vegetarian.
-i think i got that...
-vegetarian.
-but which one?
-whatever you choose, babes
-excuse me?
-i said whatever you choose, babes
-i won't take that as sexual harassment... i'll assume you're irish
-and irish i am, babes.


.........

έλεος ρε πούστη μου έλεος

πάει και η κριαρίνα.

αν είναι δυνατόν. εμπνεύστηκε από τα δικά μου μεγαλεία και αποφάσισε να τα παρατήσει όλα και να μετακομίσει στο περού. κάτι που σκεφτόταν καιρό και τώρα της έδωσα ΕΓΩ το παράδειγμα του τζαστ ντούιτ. έλεος. γιατί δεν τονε κρατάω τον στόμα μου γιατί (γαμώ τον τοξότη μου γαμώ γαμώ)


σάμ μπάντι σουτ μι και μου άρεσε και ήτνα τέλεια τέλεια τέλεια (μα σε όλα ομως;;) μήπως να μετακομίσω κι εγώ στο περού;


ή να περάσουμε στη σκορπίνα. (ρόδα είναι και γυρίζει)

είπαμε θεά μου να μου κάτσουνε μεν, αλλά να κάτσουνε κιόλας! τί μου τις παίρνεις μετά την πρώτη καλημέρα;;

tra la la tra la lo

το ελκάκι μας τελείωσε (τα παρελειπόμενα δεν έχουν σημασία, αφού μας τελείωσε) μας το φάγαν οι τσίτσιδες οι γοργόνες στην κοπεγχάγη. έτσι είναι ταιριάζουν και ηλικιακά τα μνημεία.

δεν πειράζει νά ναι καλά το κορίτσι (εδώ γελάνε)

τρα λα λααααααααα

είμαι λίγο στα σύννεφα, διότι υπάρχει άλλη (ναι, ρε, κιόλας!!!)
και μου αρέσει και πιο πολύ!!! (κριός γαρ η κοπελιά, άντε να αισθανθούμε λίγο γυναίκα σε αυτό το ρημαδομπλόγκι)

φτου φτου φτου

φτύστε καλέ κι εσείς τί το τσιγκουνεύεστε

what made my day


family, really

momma telling me I'm on her top ten list of blessings (not that i didnt know but it's still nice to hear that)

and dad turns 50 today

lol

Gabrielle and Xena don't get 'it'

by Danielle
DanniYell@aol.com

---

FADE IN -

EXT. FOREST - DAY

Xena sits astride Argo. Gabrielle walks alongside, leaning heavily on her staff like a cane.

GABRIELLE
Ow.

XENA
What?

GABRIELLE
My back is still killing me from all that dancing and flying. I didn't know I could get my body into so many different positions.

XENA (to herself)
Neither did I.
(to Gabrielle)
Why don't you ride up with me for awhile?

GABRIELLE
(stops, her face in total concentration)
You know, Xena, I've been hearing this rumor about us, since last season, that a lot of people think we're lesbians.

XENA
(hoists Gabrielle up behind her in the saddle)
Why would they think that?
(wraps Gabrielle's arms around her waist)
Hold on tight. Very tight - you don't want to fall.

GABRIELLE
(she does)
I think it's because no matter how many guys I flirt with or try to kiss, or even MARRY, for the gods' sakes, and no matter how many guys YOU sleep with -

XENA
-ONE, okay? I slept with ONE guy since the series started and he was DEAD!

GABRIELLE
Well, no matter what, WE always end up riding off into the sunset together. And we do fit the classic butch-femme stereotype.

XENA
Who are you calling femme?

GABRIELLE
But otherwise, I don't get it. Since I've known you, I can't remember ever doing anything that could be construed as *sexual innuendo*, can you?
(she moves the hair back from Xena's neck and touches the TWO BITE MARKS that are there)
Oh, are these still here?

XENA
I don't see it either.
(perks up)
Ssshhh, I hear something.
(an ARROW whizzes by them, Xena puts a STRONG hand on Gabrielle's knee)
Stay on the horse.

Xena flips off Argo and lands on the ground. Meanwhile, more ARROWS whiz through the air. Gabrielle raises her staff and gets one.

GABRIELLE
Xena, I did it again, look! Look! I got an arr -
(more arrows fly by and manage to slice up Gabrielle's tank top so that it reveals EVEN MORE SKIN)
Uh oh. I was wondering how the writers were going to get rid of more of my clothes.

XENA
Get down, NOW!!!

Xena hits Argo on the rump, causing the horse to rear and Gabrielle flies off - landing INTO XENA'S ARMS comfortably.

XENA
(holding onto Gabrielle)
You know, I personally don't see how we COULD be lesbians. I mean, everyone knows how cold and unaffectionate I am. -Well, except when I'm feeling guilty, or we're in the middle of a dangerous situation.

Xena throws Gabrielle to the ground just as as ARROW almost gets them. She lies right on top of Gabrielle, shielding her as arrows continue to fly.

GABRIELLE
And don't forget the times when I nearly get killed. You're pretty affectionate in those, too.

XENA
(still on top of Gabrielle) Oh, right. Those are when I get to touch your shoulder or put my arm around you briefly.

The ARROWS stop coming, but now Xena notices a STAMPEDE of men on horses approaching. She whips her head around - WHOOSH, WHOOSH - and spies a bush nearby.

GABRIELLE
All I know is that these lesbian rumors seem way unfounded.

XENA
You're right.
(wraps her arms around Gabrielle's body)
Stay close.

Xena rolls them to safety under the bush as the STAMPEDE RUSHES BY. Now, Gabrielle's on top, straddling Xena, staring into her eyes, an inch away from her face.

XENA
(whispers)
Don't move.

GABRIELLE
(still staring at Xena)
Okay, well, maybe we have a *little* chemistry. I wonder if they cast us like this on purpose.
(feels something with a hidden hand)
-Hey Xena, is that a - muscle?

XENA
(notices the coast is clear)
I think we can get up now. Gabrielle? Gabrielle, you can get off me now.

GABRIELLE
(still staring at her)
Oh! Oh, right.
(scrambles over Xena, body parts touching)
Sorry, AGAIN. I always seem to be in this position with you.

They get out from under the bush. Xena stands up and notices Gabrielle's new tiny t-shirt look.

XENA
Have you been gaining weight? - I mean, we better go, it's getting late.

They begin walking. Gabrielle stops.

GABRIELLE
By the way, Xena, thanks again for saving my life.

XENA
(touches her shoulder)
What are friends for?
(removes her hand quickly)

GABRIELLE
Friends, right....friends....You know, Xena, if we WERE lesbians, now that we're on the subject and all, there'd be this weird sexual tension between us all the time. And there isn't, is there? I mean, fine, I admit it - you're more beautiful than Aphrodite...sexier than Tartarus...and those eyes...

Gabrielle swallows, staring at Xena.

XENA
(staring at Gabrielle)
I always meant to tell you, I'd die for your abs...And the way you handle that staff...

They stare at each other for a LONG BEAT. Almost, almost - THEN THEY TURN AWAY.

XENA
But I am cold and unaffectionate.

GABRIELLE
And I'm boy crazy.

They turn back to each other.

XENA & GABRIELLE
Aren't I?

SUDDENLY, THEY KISS, making out for a full minute before they have to pull apart to catch their breath.

GABRIELLE
(looking around)
Did anyone see us? We'll be cancelled!

XENA
Nah, they'll edit that part out. Good thing I know Avicus.

GABRIELLE
(they continue walking)
What's going to happen to us now, Xena?

XENA
(slakes an arm around Gabrielle's shoulders)
We always have commercials...

FADE OUT-

ένα έχω μόνο να πω

ROFL

every woman should know....


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

a youth she's content to leave behind....


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,

and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …

a feeling of control over her destiny...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to fall in love without losing herself..


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to quit a job,

break up with a lover,

and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that she can't change the length of her calves,

the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it’s over...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

whom she can trust,

whom she can't,

and why she shouldn't take it personally...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

where to go...

be it to her best friend's kitchen table...

or a charming inn in the woods...

when her soul needs soothing...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she can and can't accomplish in a day...

a month...and a year...




Maya Angelou

for alienlover